Well, gettin ready to go to bed. It has just been bugging the hell out of me that I found out today (see Ahhhhhhhh!) that h's ow from last year is leaving her h again! Obviously I do not trust her..... I don't want her sniffing around my H again when things over at my household are possibly getting somewhat into a better spot for communication and honesty.... My H swears up, down, all around, and sideways he is not interested in a relationship with her or anyone else and did not know she was leaving her h again. But of course, I am still working on being able to trust h.
He left his cell phone here to charge while he went over to his friends. He wasn't in the habit of doing that because when he did last fall I looked at his phone to see what numbers were on it and found some stuff out. I have noticed he has been leaving it around once in a while now.... Not sure if he is testing me to see if I will look at it or if he is trying to make the statement "go ahead and look at it because I have nothing to hide"....
The problem is it is a new cell phone he got last winter, one with the camera and stuff on it, and when I tried to look at it before I couldn't figure the darn thing out! It looks nothing like my regular cell phone. His other cell was like mine. Plus, when I tried to look at this new phone last year he had it in "lock" mode so it needed a code to access it. I am afraid to try to look at it for fear I won't know how to turn it off and then he will know I looked at it! And,it could be in lock mode again..... grrrr.....
ok, done venting, time to go pray! mlhb
