My time here at MB has been wonderful, considering the circumstances that brought me here...
I can't stay...reading of the plights that others find themselves in only serves to tweak my "nerve of infidelity" and I just can't seem to put it behind me...to move ahead, I have to leave MB behind for now…
I'll probably pop in from time to time, but I won't be spending NEARLY the time here at MB that I once did...as time passes I am sure it will drop off further.
To those who have been SO helpful (ML, TMCM, LM, Cruz, ITHURTS, Chris – CA123, Coach and MANY others)...thanks. MB was the MAIN driver behind my getting through this nightmarish ordeal...I can't thank you enough...
Anyone who'd like to e-mail me can reach me at the address in my new sig line...
Like I said before, I never hope that I have to refer someone to MB, but, should this "shadow of infidelity" darken my door again, I or my friends will be here because it is the only REAL place to be during these terrible times in or lives...
STBXW and I are talking again…what the result will be is unclear, but I have to do this BY MYSELF…as much support as I get here, I am still the one who has to make CHOICES in my own life…I have accepted that I may be single again and am fine with it, but STBXW is showing signs of REAL regret and we’ll see how it goes…
The knowledge I have gained here will help in this next part of my life…you have made me a SMARTER and BETTER person and, for that, I am forever grateful.
Scott
