First and foremost, thank you for your apology…it has meant a lot to me and gives a sort of peace about the struggles we have had for the last five months…

I won’t post your apology here because that is between you and I alone…suffice to say, it was sincere, heartfelt and I accept it as such. FOr all of the "bad" that I have posted about, I thought was important to post the good you have done as well...the apology being one of them.

I still have a bit of work to do regarding my anger and I make a little progress every day. Your apology has certainly aided in the process.

I am in no way offended or concerned to find out you have read my posts…I was secretly hoping you would…giving you a look at the difficulties that I was going through and, hopefully, get you to a place where you would want to save our marriage.

This site has taught me SO much about what a REAL marriage is. Through all of this, I am learning how to be a better person in any future relationships.

I hope some day to find that happy life like we had prior to 3/11…

You have made me a better person in many ways…I am more thoughtful of others and helping people is something I do more now than before we met. I am more outgoing and not as aloof as I used to be.

I won’t throw the “baby out with the bathwater” WRT to our M, although I may have attempted to during more “intense” periods of p1$$ed-offness. There was also a lot of good that came out of our marriage

On the flip side, there was nothing you could do about my “colorful language”. <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/blush.gif" alt="" /> <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/crazy.gif" alt="" />

I cannot and will not hate you…I am just saddened by loss of our marriage.

But I had to tell you…until 3/11, our marriage could not have been better.

Thanks again...

Scott