Sleepless nights, PMS and the emotional toll caught up with me. Next time, I will get the duct tape and not respond to the bait or set a boundary on what I will discuss and when.

Issues from the night before flowed over into yesterday, I called WH a liar yesterday and hung up on him. He was pissy with me but I still didn't have to have the attitude. I feel that this is one of the first times that I LBed that I knew of, with a disrespectful attitude.

Today, he texted me to see if I was still all pissy, I asked him to be specific so I could address it or aplogize, and he actually called me!

i apologized for my attitude and calling him a liar, but I also told him I was afraid that he would believe that I was also saying I was wrong about the issues. The issues still are there and still need to be addressed. He addressed some of his issues (he actually was deflecting blame again) and then cut the conversation short, so I wrote my responses to what he was concerned with. I haven't shared them yet because I wanted a friend to check to see if it was appropriate and to see if I flung blame myself.

One thing though, I am very grateful for the chance to apologize for my attitude and actions, I will be sure to tell him.