Glad to hear from you again, and I'm very happy that you are back in school. That is the most important thing - take if from a person who dropped out in her Senor year.

At first it may seem lonely, but things will get better. I promise you that.

Welcome back, Aaron. Glad you are ok.

Hi Fox,

Hard as it is, welcome home. It is filled with the memories and as vivid as you wrote. I felt like I was reading a novel but the fact I knew the writer and knew it was real gave it even greater meaning.

{{{MB hugz}}} 2 U.

You wrote with such passion, feeling your emotions throughout your post was very strong. Even that bear saying ILY when you threw it across the room gave me shivers.

Ok, so you can always turn into a novel writer. LOL!!!

I am sorry for your pain but since it is a part of your healing, glad you were able to find a good way to deal with it. You realize the anger and frustration you are feeling is still quite fresh and may come back. Knowing this will help you to be more prepared to handle it. Each time the intensity and length of the pain lessens. Know that the grip of the A's pain into your life will grow weaker and weaker. In time your will be able to kick it away.

take care,
L.

Welcome back, Fox. I was just thinking of you Thursday, and wondering how you were doing. I'll keep praying.

Fox, glad to see you back posting. I wish you could hook up and talk to the ow's stbxh in my situation. You are both young (well, he is closer to 25) but still young and his w started an A with my H less than 6 months after they got married. This was last fall. She is definitely a mentally unstable little piece of trash (oops, I mean young lady...) gag, anyway... stbxh is a super nice guy and way better off. We have gotten to be quite good friends. but it would be great for him to have another guy who is going through this to talk with...

keep taking care of you and I promise each day will get easier. I live in the marital home as well and yes, I do get flooded with memories sometimes and then I have sit there and ask why? what the h happened to my husband? but it passes. hugs to ya! you are going to be ok. we all are eventually. mlhb

Your words made me tear up. Felt exactly the same when I went to my old home...dream home shared with my xh.

Wonderful about your newfound strength. You can do this. God bless you in your new education. And in your new beginning. You'll be blessed.

If it were me, I'd join that darn dating website. Put up YOUR profile and see what the wifey thinks...just a bit of reverse psychology. Kinda like REVERSE INTERNET BABBLE...