I have been visiting this forum since March 2003. Just reading what others have posted have helped me so much, and knowing that others have gone through the same thing have given me the courage to move on with my life, and to give
my life back to me.

Over two years ago I was a mess, I felt like my whole world was falling apart, and I had no control over anything. I was miserable, angry, felt I had lost all hope. I was scared of being alone and was willing to put up with my EX's affair, lies, and manipulations.

Today I am much happier, stronger, I have self esteem, and enjoying my new life. I filed for my divorce yesterday, and next week I start school.

I thank God for my life and for my children. I learn that I can lose my husband, marriage, kids, money, job, but I cannot lose God unless I turn my back on him. I have faith in him, he knows best.

I thank you all for helping me to get through this.

What a lovely post. Now you can go on and help others <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/smile.gif" alt="" />

Thanks Tiberon!

That was very sweet of you.