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I also posted in recovery.
Its been eight months since i found out about my H A with a co-w.It lasted a little over two months.Up until i found out around x-mas.It stop right there and within a few months he had a new job. It took five more months to find out they had sex five times. I have been having such a hard time with what he did.We have been together since we were 15 and now we are 30 and 31.What he did hurt me so very much. Since x-mas allthese feelings that we had locked up just came pouring out and they still do today.WE talk all the time.Yes i one of those who can't stop going back.Even tho i asked the same question a hundred times. Anyway last night as we were laying in bed talking,my H had said one day maybe you and god will forgive and then i hope i will forgive myself someday.Hes said this before.Hes never asked me to forgive he always says hopefully one day i will. A few seconds after for some reason i just got close to him and whispered in his ear i forgive you.He just grabbed me and held me so tight.He kept saying over and over I LOVE YOU.He said i will make you so happy.He also said he will make sure this person i just forgave deserves it.He will work at it always.He even cryed. I don't know what made me do it.I just know afterwards i felt something being lifted from me.I never thought of how i would go about this,never thought of what i would say. I think maybe it is a sign that i am ready to move on and and hopefully leave the past alone. Over these past eight months we have falling so much in love.Even tho we been together for 16 yrs i know we always loved one another we now are in-love.I feel it .
ANY THOUGHTS #1mom
Me BW 31
Him FWH 30
Married 13yrs
D-day 12/04
NC right away
New job
Some set backs due to whole truth coming out over a few months.Other wise great first and only recovery.
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i'm so happy you were able to forgive.
i'm happy for BOTH of you
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I'm happy for you guys. This is something I've been working on - hopefully I can forgive my husband soon, also.
Veni Vidi PEACHY!
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Thanks peachy and eav.Its means alot. I know my H did'nt see this coming.I did'nt see this coming.So tonite i'm going to ask him his thoughts and feelings.
#1mom
Me BW 31
Him FWH 30
Married 13yrs
D-day 12/04
NC right away
New job
Some set backs due to whole truth coming out over a few months.Other wise great first and only recovery.
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Me BW 31
Him FWH 30
Married 13yrs
D-day 12/04
NC right away
New job
Some set backs due to whole truth coming out over a few months.Other wise great first and only recovery.
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That's a good recovery sign.
Both of u, keep up the good work. Learn to lean on each other for your M support.
Now the job is to find out what triggers sent him out there. See if you can schedule a session or w/Steve.
L.
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Well i hate to say it,this OW was a very forward person did'nt give up until she won. See when it came to sex i really was not forward what so ever. Thats all they really had.SEX I guess he liked someone being so forward with him. That has all changed.
#1mom
Me BW 31
Him FWH 30
Married 13yrs
D-day 12/04
NC right away
New job
Some set backs due to whole truth coming out over a few months.Other wise great first and only recovery.
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Me BW 31
Him FWH 30
Married 13yrs
D-day 12/04
NC right away
New job
Some set backs due to whole truth coming out over a few months.Other wise great first and only recovery.
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