Hi!! How are you going?

I never get to read I'ville anymore and I saw you on Berry's thread. Just wanted to send hugs and see how life with the new baby is going?? Is A2 away or is he home now?

Life with H is much better than it was.... If I had told you last week I would have said things are fantastic. I have wanted to have a baby for such a long time. Last week, H brought up the subject himself. He asked me when its going to be, and we discussed it together. Also, apart from that our R is so much improved most of the time. We can really discuss things in a much healthier way.

But then.... that very night, he mentioned one of his female friends he went on trips with in Japan, and it was like a trigger for me. It was very strange. Instead of dealing with it maturely, as I have been very good about doing for many months now, i instead reacted emotionally and made an offhand but not very nice remark about her. I apologised and we talked a bit the next day, but the slight distance was back again. Oh well. We're on the right track I guess.

Hope things are going well with you!