Hi All,<BR>Long time since I posted or talked to anyone. Have been doing much soul searching. No love busting or much of anything. Trying to run old songs thru my head to ward of the demons. Today H says he never thinks of how I might feel only how I will react to what he does. When he takes it to the edge he doesn't worry about my feelings only how much trouble he will be in or how he will be hurt. I am at a loss. I am so mystified at this point I feel like his mom. Any thoughts?<BR><P>------------------<BR>alleyoop<BR>