Yes, we all know how it feels, to not be loved by the person you love, but it's better for you to see her destroy herself and only herself because guess who is trying to live a better life??? YOU!, you want to find the right person again and want to be happy and best of all MAKE LOVE, sex is all she is getting and some day, just someday she'll have a huge big STD up her [censored] and she won't even be able to have sex ... hihihi. And some where over the rainbow you will be having the best love making session of your life while she's in the clinique trying to figure out who gave her that STD.

Yeah, I'm good at giving advise but I suck at believing in my own words. God will do his part and I'll do mine.

I too don't want to be alone and I too want to find a man that will love me and many things but let's be patient, if we go out and look for love it won't work, God will put that woman right infront of you (a man for me) and we will know it when they aproach us and ask us the most stupidest questions ever. Just make sure to keep your cool and don't act desperate.

Hihihi, I acted desperate with a nice cute guy here at work and I blew it, now I don't know how to talk to him again, I think I came to strong. I need sex!!!! hahaha. But I'm thinking of how important it is to give yourself the value you lost with all the pain our ex's caused us, so, no matter how horny I am and no matter how desperate I am I must keep my cool, because it will be worth the while.

I just can't wait to feel a man again, it will be great!

Let's all prepare for that wonderful person, he/she'll come sooner than we think.

Im so full of Rage today, im mean to the point where I had to call my theropist. I so want her to hurt like I do, to cry like I do, to think of suicide like I do.

I do hope she gets a horrid STD and then ill get my daugher because she was a freaking ****** bag. I hope the next guy she is with beats the living ****** out of her. See full of rage today <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/frown.gif" alt="" />

I just want her to be in my shoes for one day.

I understand your feelings but those are just thoughts,she will have what she deserves and you should actually pray for her so that the punishement is not too hard for her, just enough for her to handle it .. remember that God will not bring upon you what you can not handle, so just think that and let the rest to God.

I had a bad day yesterday, it's as if all the radio stations knew my pain, they all play sad songs. It seems that these months are the heartbraking months (statistics read it the other day).

You gotta love this country, where divorce is just part of the menu. There's no more compromise with the heart, it's disposable and you are left to pick up the mess they made.

It's hurts like crazy, but we need to go to the psychiatrist and get some medication for our depression, we need to get professional help. I live in the same city he does and I fear every single day of the moment I might see him, all this and we still haven't finalized the divorce, so I still receive notes from him asking me for things he things don't belong to me or that HE things I won't have use for, so I asked a friend to tell him to please let me live, to stop bothering me with dumb things or requests or to stop asking me if I was well and to stop wishing me well, and to stop sending me goodbye kisses on his e-mails after all he's done!

Of course, he pressures me on wanting me to sing the agreement papers but I don't want to, I am not ready and do not wish to be pushed around more and more just because he says so!! I will take my time and he'll have to live with my decision.

I am so stressed, so tired, so sad, so depressed, so insecure, so unsure of my love life, so many things, but there must be a window some where that I can open when the time is right.

God decides for you no matter what you want or what you do, if he decides you must live with this pain, then just learn to live with it. Let it hurt. Remember that the pain is greater if you don't know how to live with yourself, when you learn how great you are you will be ok, then you will be able to love again. I want to believe this is true, and if everybody says it then it must be true.

One person can be wrong, but MB's and it's subscribers can't be!!!

I'm sorry for not writing. I'm in FL & don't have power..right now I'm at my Mother In Law's (how uncomfoprtable) they have electricity..he called and said he was going out. I tried to let him know that it would be so easy for me to go to my sister's house (15-20miles) if I knew there was someone here who was responsible. I've been here for 5 days..my kids don't want to leave their neighborhood (understandable) they hang out w/ their friends. But it's been up to me to check on the kids...be their in case of anything. Sitting at his mom's house hasn't been easy...she's fine w/ me, but at this point I'm feeling a little "out of the way", (He's left me "what am I doing here?). Mind you, she doesn't make me feel this way, just my own feelings, but when can I start relying on him? Anyway, just putting my thoughts out there,...my only way to vent. Thank all who read.

First of all dear, you do live on when the pain is too much. You just do... I am not sure how, but we do.

I did the sleeping pills, quit eating, fell apart, emotions all over the place. It is all normal and you would not be human if you did not experience it.

Also got the "missed out" on things from her early days. That excuse, without a doubt, is the most selfish statement that WS's ever come up with.

You will survive.... My "x" has been gone for a year and yes, I do miss her so much.... But I am surviving.