I live away from my 3 year girlfriend. We have talked about getting married and i really have been thinking about it in the last few months or so...Things are goiing well with us in some respects, but i cant seem to control myself when talking to her over the phone.
Whenever she goes out for drinks with het mates or her brother i have these terrible feelings. See, im in England and she is in South-Africa. We have been away from each other for about 5 months. Im nearly going home.
I feel jelous and very irritated when she gets drunk. She is naturally a flirtatious girl and very outgoiing. This obviously bothers me. Last time when i was home one of her not-so-close friends spread a rumour that she cheated on me. I confronted her and eventually everyone denied it. I'm not in peace, my hart feels as if it wants to explode. I know she really loves me, and that the chance of her cheating are really non-existand. But there is a war going on in my head. When i'm with her my world is wonderful. Whithout her i'm a desaster. What do i do to settle this matter? I'm starting out with my professional sporting carreer, and even when we get married i will be away from home for weeks at a time. I fear my emotions will not hold up. And i dont want to lose her because of my jelousy.

Any reply appreciated...
Thanx