JL...
For the most part, I am doing well. MJR and I have forgiven each other, and have even formed a sort of friendship - with a trust and respect that we lost during our marriage. We both agree that we did the right thing...and even though there was much pain, that we wouldn't change anything. We are both happy now, and are happy to have some sort of healthy relationship with each other.
I am (albeit slowly) moving out of the "I-refuse-to-let-anyone-in-emotionally" stage. I actually had my first 'crush' over the holidays. The feelings were not returned, but that doesn't bother me so much. I am just excited that I CAN feel for someone at all! My counselor is glad, but is still suspicious that I would circumvent the graduation of a 'dating' relationship into something more serious, if it were to present itself. <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/rolleyes.gif" alt="" /> He knows me too well! Gosh the pressure! <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/pfft.gif" alt="" />
So I really am doing pretty well.
But the reason why I called you out is something of a different nature. If you do not feel comfortable with e-mail, I will completely understand. It is not something completely 'condoned' by MB. But my issue is something that I need to discuss outside of a public forum.
Perhaps there is a 'lady' veteran who you know that would be willing to e-mail me. My question is more technical in nature than anything else. There is probably an easy solution, but I'm just not seeing it.....
