I wanted to say thankyou to so many on this site who have encouraged me through some very dark days. I have experienced emotions that I didn't know I had. There were a couple of days that I experienced them all in a matter of an hour or two. What a basket-case. God has really touched me over the last week or so and given me supernatural strength and peace. Today started out difficult and after reading the be still post from ARK God reminded me once again that peace is possible in all of this mess. I prayed, rested, and realized that I needed to be still. I just wanted to let those of you who have read my thread HURTING know that I am doing well and though I am still in many ways HURTING I am more peaceful than hurting and I can thank you for being a part of this step towards healing.