<BR>My heart is souring high today.<P>Yesterday I was once again feeling as though my SO was getting scared and questioning too much about our forward steps. We had had an incredible evening Monday night and he stayed over. Everything was wonderful and in the morning things were strained when he started questioning how sincere my love was for him.<P>I invited him out to dinner last night, but I wasn't sure what would happen. I wanted to discuss the feelings from the morning and how we deal with them.<P>When I got to his house he gave me a little card. There was a big yellow smiley on the front and it said "YOU... make me smile!". Inside he wrote that he was smiling from ear to ear. Also inside were a bunch of cut out letters that spelled "Back to Basics", which is something we say we get away from but need to do from time to time.<P>I was in awe that he would actually sit and cut out those letters. I thought that was so imaginative, creative and awesome!!<P>Our dinner conversation was equally awesome and inspiring. We both let out our fears and concerns and surprisingly - they are almost identical.<P>We have such a renewed spark between us and I am more in love today than before our troubles began. I have learned so much about relationships and communication and I know I am ready to give Give GIve GIVe GIVE!!!!!!!!<P>This feels so great!<P>------------------<BR>Carpe Diem<BR>~~ Lady K ~~<P><BR>