I am a Christian woman who, I am ashamed to say, has fallen out of grace. I have not been in church in months, Im sure that is the reason for most of my problem! My husband and I have been married for almost 10 yrs (in March) and may be divorced before we see our 10th anniversary.
We worked through his infedelity, which happened when our marriage was brand new and struggling, just for me to do the same. <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/frown.gif" alt="" />
I have been having an affair, I have admitted and excepted responsibility for it and my only reason is that I honestly felt ignored & unappreciated by my husband (which is NO excuse!). I have asked EVERYONES forgiveness, mainly his and the Lords. He says now he is no longer in-love with me. He doesnt want to even try! I have a hard time accepting that this is the way it will be, that there is no hope for our 10 yr marriage! We have 4 beautiful children, and once were the best of friends, I KNOW I made a HORRIBLE mistake.. I KNOW I love him and want to work things out. Its only been 2 weeks, and he has already had a sexual (rebound Im sure) relationship. I hurt so bad. I just want a 2nd chance. DONT I DESERVE THAT? He was given a 2nd chance! I know the Lord has performed so many miracles, he raises the dead! He makes the blind see! He is surely capable of making my husband fall in-love with me again!! RIGHT?? <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/frown.gif" alt="" /> PLEASE...pray for us, our marriage and our family. Please pray the Lords will be done and that he start the healing process immediately, no matter what the out come is to be! <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/frown.gif" alt="" />
Thank you! And God Bless!!
Kristi
kh792005@yahoo.com