Things are going as good as could be expected. We went to see a counselor together on Saturday.

The counselor asked my W the same question I had asked her before: There seems to be little doubt that you love your H but are you "in love" with him?

She professed that she had already done this soul-searching and had come to the conclusion that she was "in love" with me.

????

I don't know. Saturday night we had some friends come in town to celebrate my and another friend's birthdays. And then on Sunday we had a get together with my family. I kind of put my feelings on hold so that we could enjoy both get togethers. That made for a halfway normal weekend.

But now that Monday has reared its ugly head, so have the feelings of betrayal and hurt.

I had an appt with my own counselor today but I'm not sure if I'm going. I kind of feel like I have some thinking to do on my own before anything like that.

I'm still just very confused on what to do.