Hi everyone...I'm not new to Marriagebuilders, but new to the Divorcing/Divorced forum. and it has been about a month since i've posted. I feel like this will end up being my "new" home now....Anyway you can read more about me if you want on the link below...but anyway, My WH and I filed for divorce 2.5 weeks ago. It's final on Tuesday. The house closes on the 31st and I'm moving from Florida, back to Louisiana (for a month) then to Texas.

He came by tonight to give me money for half the bills and when he left we just hugged each other and I cried. I realized that I don't deserve to be treated like this...none of us do. I’m young and moving on with my life. I'm just so scared of what is next. I"m excited, yet i feel so sick to my stomach...I have a great support system at home and i'll be so close to family and friends....I"m just in shock that i actually went through with this. I keep thinking "i'm only 26, i have the rest of my life ahead of me." And that makes me both scared and excited....Guess i'm just feeling really down tonight knowing it's going to be over on Tuesday...

BW 26 me
WH 29
Married 06-20-2003
- Moved to this state 08-01-2004
- Friendship between my WH and the OW began in 11-2004 then the A began I believe around 03-2005
- DDay 09-17-2005
- Plan A - didn't work...was still contacting the OW
- Asked him to leave (Plan B)Wednesday, 01/11/2006
- Back at home as of tonight (02/01/2006) Said the fog had permanently lifted from him (we were going to sell the house and move...all we did was fight until we filed D papers)
- Filed Divorce papers on 2/14
- Divorce final 03/07
- moving home

Can read more about what has happenend on the link below:

http://www.marriagebuilders.com/ubbt/sho...page=24#2909276