Hurting, thanks for all your support. Yeah it's hard but I know you know that. Everyone keeps telling me I'm in control but I sure don't feel like it.

H called this morning at 7am and woke me. I answered the phone and there he was. He said Hey how are things going? I said is OW still working with you? He said yes. I said ok, re-read the letter and have a good day. I hung up. He called right back but I let it go to voice mail.

I guess it should bother me more but it doesn't. I'm getting to the point where it's like dealing with a stranger. H's sister spoke to my 22 year old daughter yesterday and I guess his entire family is down on him about this. He and his sister are really close and now he barely speaks to her because, finally, she told him what she thinks about all of this. He always respected her opinions so I'm sure this is hard on him, but the chose it to be this way.

Can you get caller ID to avoid his calls?

WAT

I have it WAT, but the phone was on my bed and I was asleep so I just answered. I surely won't do that again.