Ok...time for peach to begin guerilla dating 101...said I needed 2 by my best friend T....

and she's right!

I pulled profile off site I was on...getting too old guys and not what I matched for...changed sites immediately. and also entered the kinder gentler one...

so on not one dysfunctional site as per my single girlfriends, but the two with better results as per my friends <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/smile.gif" alt="" />

am I scared? yea. but do i need it ? yea.

sure, am dating xbf and have date with W tomorrow night (no, not the prez...another w)...but think with the birthday looming this month (DO NOT ASK AGE)...I am feeling the antzy-ness coming on...the whole bio clock ticking and ticking and ticking (peach is stomping her foot a la my cousin vinny here)...!

AND TO SECOND PART OF THIS POST...

PRAYERS NEEDED AGAIN ASAP...why? the cardio practice is going into negotiations/meeting supposedly this tuesday am...and they will contact me after it. I have patiently waited...bit fingernails and had to go to manicurist today b/c of just that! please please keep in prayers as this is the job that would help my ds and I most..please?

I am also going to say this...I know I am ready for moving on 100 percent now b/c I actually spear-headed doing a baby shower at work for coworker. since separating from xh and divorcing, I have avoided showers like the plague whether marriage showers or baby ones. I wanted NO PART of that...that was just too painful for me...to see other people having their happily ever after. Now I am healing and the ol self is back biggie time. so that's good! actually got excited about planning her party at work. will be this thursday. found adorable cake, got the nice invites printed up today at specialty shop, and some fun games to play along with nice decorations...too bad we can't have candles..I love candles. but hospitals do NOT.

so...I am trying to do this moving on thing biggie time! <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/wink.gif" alt="" />