Good Morning,

I feel good this morning. I little headache, but some meds should knock that out.

Thankful, your post from yesterday sounds so great. It is amazing how great love can feel. Remember, from this point on, you are a new person, a person with boundaries, a person who deserves the love that she is receiving. Stay strong and he will notice and respect you. I am so happy for you!

Soon, did you read my email to you. You may not ever want to talk to me again after that fiasco. Let me know what you thought.

How was your night. I hope it went well. It was stormy here, but no major damage. Sam and I sat on the porch and watched the storm for a while. It was beautiful.

Get those fingers typing and let's discuss things.

First of all, Thankful, whenever you get a chance to read this...I am so happy for you. You are so lucky to be able to have that feeling again. Just continue to improve yourself for you and your children and he will take notice to that. Stay strong! And since Tired didn't want to say it yesterday for fear of sounding gay, I'll say it....YOU GO GIRL!

Tired, I read the email. And I have laughed and laughed my [censored] off. First, that was a very creative way for her to give you your birthday present, it was sweet. And then when you said that she had put one in your shorts...I said to myself right there..."now HERE'S where the story gets good". I am going to call that Walmart and see if they have all of that caught on camera, I could make some big bucks ya know?

You really know how to tell a story that makes it so real. And to top off the whole story you left the item (with hair, THAT kind of hair, stuck to it) laying there on a shelf.

I'll say it again, you aint right mister. You just aint right.

Thanks Soon, I didn't have to say it.

It wasn't that sweet when I started to try to get that glue off of everything. That must be superglue or something. Thank God I'm not a woman.

I guess you're correct in saying that "I ain't right". Maybe that's why I have such trouble in keeping a wife.

Yeah, it's some pretty tough stuff. I have printed off your story and I am going to share it with my coworkers, friends, family, complete strangers, along with your name ofcourse. I must say, that is one of the funniest stories I have heard in a long long time.

I am glad that you are feeling well today. Have you taken anyhing for the headache?

What did you do last night, anything exciting? I got two more boxes packed up last night. That was about it.

It's supposed to storm here later tonight. Right now it's beautiful, I love storms. Any serious tornadoes come through there? We had a bad tornadoe up where my parents live in 2002. Five people were killed. Which was pretty bad considering that we NEVER have tornadoes. I had never seen the aftermath of a tornadoe before, and I couldn't believe it.

Milas comes home tomorrow! I asked H last night what time they'd be home and he said mid-afternoon. But I have to keep in mind that my H does not know how to tell the truth so it's untelling what time they'll get home. I hope he gets home (Milas that is) early enough to go to the party with me and Jubal.

I've been thinking, maybe I won't have to win the lottery to buy my private jet afterall, if I can just get a hold of that pantyliner disaster video.

Is it tornado? Or tornadoe?

I can tell you right now that you DO NOT need a copy of that video. I'm glad you laughed, that was the reason of sending that to you.

Sorry, I can't get off the phone this morning.

I popped some tylenol, and the headache went away.

I have seen the aftermath of tornados many times. The randomness of it all amazes me.

I know you are excited about Milas coming home. You give him a super tight hug and lots of kisses.

I mailed your CD this morning. Good times.

That's ok. I mean, you are at work, I can't expect you to stay on here with me all day long. Most of the day, but not every single minute.

I'm glad that your headache is gone. Thanks for mailing me the cd, I can't wait to get it.

Everytime I get on here to post the asst. mgr. sits down beside me and tries to read what I'm typing. It's funny. I have my stapler close by so the next time he comes in here I will throw it at him.

Here He comes.

That stapler is the best weapon that you can use.

It's been a crazy morning, with visitors and phone calls. I'm sorry, but I've got to go again. Be back soon, Soon.

H just called. Said if they left when they were supposed to then they'd be home mid morning. I got to talk to Milas on the phone, he's such a sweet little boy. He has this think now where he asks what time it is all the time. Right before we got off the phone he said "Mommy, what time is it?". I told him, almost time to come home. I have missed him so bad.

Are you taking your lady friend out to lunch today? Whatcha gonna treat her to? I don't know what I'm having today. Since you mentioned polk yesterday I'd sure like to have some. Some fresh polk.

I have rehearsal tonight. I'm anxious to see how that goes. Our guitar player writes a lot of songs, but for some reason he keeps handing me these songs to sing, and I like em and all. They're really good songs, but they are obviously about my marriage. One song is plenty enough, if I sing all these songs he's written then people are either think I'm suicidal or just dang mad at the world. I don't have the heart to tell him, hey I like the songs but I DON"T WANT TO SING THESE DEPRESSING WORDS ANYMORE.

Is your day going good? Did you sleep well last night?

Soon, I'm sorry once again that I've been tied up all morning. It makes me mad that I can't get my daily Soon fix. Think I got a monkey on my back or something.

That is so sweet when Milas asks what time it is. He sounds like such a good kid. I know you've missed him terribly, and I'm so happy he is coming home. Don't hurt him when you hug him tight. How's Jubal doing?

I feel well enough to go out for lunch today. I'm not sure where we are going, and it really doesn't matter, just as long as I get to talk to her. We've been talking on the phone a lot lately, several times a day, and I enjoy talking to her. I can make her laugh, and I love to hear her laughing, so it should be fun. It makes me feel good to make people smile and laugh, even if it's at my expense some times. I'm not vain or cocky, so it doesn't bother me.

I really do love polk and eggs. My STBX would wrinkle her nose when I mentioned it, so I haven't had any in years. Now's the right time of year, so try to get out and pick some. You let me know if you cook some, cause 10 hours is not that long to drive.

I'm sorry about the depressing songs. It's ok to have sad thoughts sometime, and it's probably even good to some extent. But you can't be singing about it and thinking about it all the time. What we need is some new songs, songs to smile about. How about we write one entitled "When something sticky get stuck on you". I can probably handle the lyrics on that one. Try to have fun at the rehearsal. You have a gift that many of us untalented would love to have, so try to enjoy it.

My day is going ok, except I keep getting these phone calls and visits with people wanting something. Maybe it will die down. I'm leaving in 30 minutes and will be off the rest of the day. I'm sure going to miss our afternoon chat, as that's when things usually get interesting (or weird). I slept like a baby last night and didn't want to get up this morning. How about you?

Soon, are you doing ok? I meant what I said in the email. Anytime time things get too tough, feel free to reach out. You've got a friend.

OK Tired, you'll be leaving soon. Have fun on your lunch date, OK? And have a wonderful rest of the day as well! You and Sam have a good weekend and do something fun.

I'm doing ok, I'm a little sad today. Nothing I need to talk about though.

Anyway, be good and be careful! I'll talk to you on Monday!

I hope you get over the sadness. It's ok to get sad, it's just not ok to stay that way. Thinking about those boys, you shouldn't be down too long.

Sam and I will have a good weekend, regardless of how the date turns out.

Have fun at the cookout. Are you taking the boys? I bet they would like it.

Soon, have a great weekend. I'll be here bright and early Monday morning to catch up. Remember to think of Sam and I and smile.

Yes I'm taking the boys to the cookout. Milas may be to worn out to go but I hope not. There will be a lot of boys there his age and he would have fun. But Jubal is definitely going. I'll think of you and Sam when I'm eating my burger.

I will get over the sadness. I don't know what it is. I guess I have gotten used to H not being around, and I don't know if I should say this or not...but, I kinda like it. I don't know if that's good or bad. I guess I'm just having "confused" feelings today. I will be over it no time I'm sure.

What time is it there?

It's 11:30. I've got to go to the florist and pick up a rose for my date. Gotta go.

Things are going to be good again, for both of us. Trust me.

Bye

Hi Soon,

You still here?