Hello. My name is Savanah. My husband (J) and I have been together for over three years and married for over 1. We recently were having a conversation about a mutual friend that told his girlfriend he loved her even though he really didn't. I asked my husband if he meant it when he first said it to me (expecting him to say yes). Only, he said he didn't really mean it. It turns out, he didn't mean it when we got engaged (after 6 months) or when we moved in together (14 months).
After we had been living together for 6 months and planning our wedding, I accidently got pregnant. Now I'm not sure if he really loves me or just doesn't want to lose our son. I don't know how to talk to him about it, but it's eating me up inside. If he doesn't love me, is there anyway for him to admit it? If he does, how do I get past the fact that he lied to me for over a year?

Savanah