Sat here thinking of all the stupid sappy love songs I had heard
wondered if the things that people said were real and not just words
contemplated whether I should say what my heart holds to be true
I know that time will only heal the wounds that I have caused to you
My mind goes crazy thinking of these things every second of the day
Thinking of the things I did and said and what caused all this pain
I said id never hurt you with my hands but I did worse instead
I left you standing there with emotional scars that were much more worse instead
I never apologized for the things I said when I hurt you
I never apologized for the things I did when I hurt you
Now its at the end of this and all I do is cry
Knowing that these tears were yours but I ignored them, can you tell me why?
The pain I caused you after all I said I loved you so
The pain I caused you now I realize was my own
I was angry at the things I saw and couldnt change
I lashed out at you because you always stood by me
The closest thing I saw I never meant to hurt but we agree
I need some help and only time will heal what all these tears have cost
I know you love me down inside and that really means so much
I never apologized for the things I said when I hurt you
I never apologized for the things I did when I hurt you
Now its at the end of this and Ill I do is cry
Knowing that these tears were yours but I ignored them, please tell me why.
Im sorry and I know that I cant replace the time I took away
Im sorry that I could never wipe the tears you shed for me

This is so good, I wish my husband would say these things. To me just saying I am sorry , I know what I have done. would be enough. But he just moves on like nothing has ever been wrong in our lives.

Thanks for a great read it made me cry. you should print it and give it to your spouse.