H is picking up the rest of his things today. That should be fun to come home to. I am letting him go. H says there is no more hope for us, so, I guess I can do no more. It's time to take care of myself. I love this forum, I wish I would have found it months ago.<BR>Thanks<p>[This message has been edited by ceecee (edited December 31, 1999).]

CeeCee, I'm so sorry for what you are having to go through. It's times like these that we don't know how we can go on. There are rainbows out there waiting for you to look. Keep smiling, and know you have friends that are thinking about you. Take care of yourself and do something special and look yourself in the mirror and know you tried.

Bad time for you. You aren't alone! We care! <P>Never say never. Hold your chin high. Don't look back or at your feet, but look forward!!!!!

Hey, I quit smoking today too? It is a new beginning isn't it. One day at a time.

ceecee,<P>I'm soooo sorry and sad for you . I know how you're feeling and I told my H the same thing last Monday. I'm setting you free and letting you go. Of course I was crying while I said, but I feel as though I've tried all I can and now I must release him and go on...<P>I read your profile and understand completely. I'm having a down (on the rollercoaster) day and have been crying all morning. I look forward to that day when I make it through without a tear, happy or sad. I seem to cry thinking about our life being over and I cry when I read/see something happy that makes me think the good/fun things we did. <P>I hope your saying you wish you would have found this forum sooner doesn't mean you're leaving. We're all here to help one another and I want you to know we can help each other through this next stage (if that is where you're heading).<P>Good for you for quitting smoking . It's hard to do under the best circumstances, but to be STRESSED OUT (to say the least) and be able to do it is great. You're already taking steps to take care of yourself. Yeah for you !! Continue to care of yourself adn know we are here for you.<P>T2W

Cee Cee - ALmost there myself. I hope you feel some sense of peace with all the pain. Who knows maybe you both need some time at this point or maybe there is a prince charming out there waiting for you. Whatever it is hang in there and stay strong ! <P>Prayers and Love<BR>me

"I'm out of tears"<BR> Mick Jagger/Keith Richard<P>Yes you are honey. Good luck in your new beginning, spring time is here.<P>

Thanks you guys. I am feeling pretty good today. Just need to take a deep breathe and keep going. I feel like I have a new family with this forum. I've only been here a short time, but I feel so close to you all. <BR>God Bless You,<BR>Ceecee

CeeCee, I know you will have some rough days ahead, but it will get better. I just recently decided to let go and get on with my life. I've waited 8 months in limbo, hoping he would return, but I see no signs of that. <BR><BR>I started packing his things and will ask him what I should do with them. He hasn't had the b**ls to pick anything up yet. So maybe charity will benefit from a large donation of good clothing.<BR><BR>Take care of yourself. I plan on sticking around here, I know I am still on the rollercoaster but the dips are getting less and less.

CeeCee-My prayers are with you-You are right its time to take care of yourself and by the looks of it (I mean the the typing of it) that you are already in the right direction.<P>I have been through the valley of weeping, The valley of sorrow and pain; But the "God of all comfort" was with me, At hand to uphold and sustain.<P>God Bless<P>Against the Wind-I think a donation would do nicely-I lol when I read that.<P>God Bless