I used to think my ws must be insane to risk everything we have built together, 22 years of marriage, kids, business, a life... for this piece of trash he freely admits he wouldn't be with if I wasn't in the picture. Now I'm wondering if the crazy might be contagious. I'm so tired of checking phone bills, looking for contact, I realized this morning I just don't care anymore. Contact her, heck, move out and be with her, just leave me alone. He told me that he knew the kids wouldn't have anything to do with him if we divorced, the older two don't respect him - he did that all on his own. If we divorce I'm not taking the blame and I'm not letting the kids blame themselves. I will tell them the whole story, this is why we are divorcing.
I'm not really asking any questions I guess I'm just venting.