I'm Back. It's been about three (correction two) years since I have posted/visited this forum. Many of you have been in my prayers almost everyday. I hope I will meet a lot of new people and together we can pray for the restoration of each other's marriage.

Quick Bio:
43 this year, wife 45, 2 children (g-10, b-6).
me - unfaithful, w - filed for d in 9/03.
me - still living at home in family room.
me - came back to Christ and my Catholic faith in 2003 after being out on a false TRO.
Wife - no faith and refuses to forgive or to move on.
I am back because I need prayer warriors in my life again. I am a recovering sex addict and after 4 months sobriety I fell last week, not with anyone, just the Internet. While I know God forgave me after I came out of confession, the sin left me vulnerable to my wife's attacks and has caused even more of a rift between us (no she doesn't know that I fell, she wouldn't care anyway).

[color:"blue"]"Abba, Daddy. Please look upon Your faithful children who are suffering in their marriages. Grant forgiveness to those who seek it and humbly ask it from You. Open the hearts of those who have been cheated on to see that their spouse has changed. Soften the hearts of those spouses who continue thier sin while their husband or wife begs for them to return home. Mend our marriages, Father, all according to YOur Holy and Perfect Will for us. By the Power of the Holy Name of Jesus, my King, I pray. Amen"[/color]

TTSMM,

My goodness. It's been such a long time. I think about you often. I am so sorry to hear that you gave in to temptation. It must be so hard for you living in the same house & not having the chance to reconcile. Your W's heart is hardened it seems. I pray that God continues to work on her. I'm going to lift you up in my prayers. I rarely post here anymore at all, but I saw your post & had to log in. You were one of the people detrimental in my walk with God during my seperation. Just wanted you to know that I do indeed remember you (have never forgotten you) & have been thinking of you.

If you want, you can correspond with me or my husband. My e-mail is cherfan31@earthlink.net & hubby's is [email]batman31472@yahoo.com.[/email] Just feel free to drop either of us a line. I'll let him know that you'll be doing that so he doesn't automatically delete if that's what you want. Or we can just come here. That's up to you.

With God's love,