Checking in on you, Tony...

LA

HI LA.

Thank you for checking in I?m in a very bad spot right now, she is back in the fog.
and i don't feel like posting here this was my safe haven before she found it, i feel that i have to watch myself now.

When she woke up about 2 weeks ago it was great she even admits it, I told her straight up, Rain I am feeling closer to you then ever before, (because we where talking and sharing, and I thought the A was over) please promise me that you are not going to hurt me again, she said I promised. I went to the IC once after that she wasn?t ready to go yet, and I told him what happened, he said it?s the shock be careful it might go back,
He is good and he is pro marriage.

We went twice after that, once before she took a dive back, and once after.

Actually we went yesterday, he asked me to leave the room and he talked to her for about an hour.

We talked later, all fog talk I wish I didn?t say anything.

Well she is a very smart woman, she came up with the idea of let?s have an open relationship, I said what!! We need to have a relationship before opening it, what I hear you say is that you want to be with OM still, is that it?

Well we can?t stay like this forever it?s not fair for you or me. She said. (She is talking about SF)
I don't know she said she is not attracted to me anymore, but she likes my company.

Tony.

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