I imagine my life without you,
The lining is silver, and I am free.
A wolf alone again in the wild,
frollicking between the flower and the tree.
I roll around and play within the confines of all God's
creation.
I know, our separation,
will be painful and I know it means we're thrue.
Yet, I know this is something we must do.
I will once again be happy, without you,
it pains me to see you be hurt, and to not know
what you'll do.
Yet, I know, you no longer love me,
or if you do,
you no longer show me.
I have shown my love,
flowers, money, and gifts from the heart.
I've written poetry, and tried to win you
to be mine.
The years we've been together are seven,
and now there will be no more.
Yet, alone, I may be lonely,
but a seek a smile inspired by me,
I seek a love that returns to me.
I seek to be held unconditionally.
I see to know what it's like to be wanted,
to be cherished, and to be valued,
as we had once pledged.
For the both of us,
this fake love of ours
must come to an end,
I know it's scary,
to be a part and alone.
But, in the end,
it is the fear of the unknown.
I plod forward with God's love in my heart,
knowing that he will not shred me apart.
You chose to abandon me in affairs of the past,
you promised our love would last.
Now I am alone inside, though
here with me you reside.
Still I am alone.
You tease, stating things will get better,
you tease, you are trying harder,
you tease, by saying the things I want to hear.
You tease, by sometimes giving me a light kiss or a hug here and there.
Yet nothing more.
Our love is like a brother or sister, or father daughter.
Where we should be lover, and passionate romancers,
we are neither,
I can no longer accept that things will get better.
The words are well intentioned,
the words may even be true to you,
But after much consideration,
the best for both of us is to frolick separate
from each other through the wilderness of life.
I wish I knew how to tell this to my wife!
