Hi, I had to change my name because I think WH was ready my posts.
I have been in plan b for a month. I have not been as dark as I should be, but i'm working on that.
Last week I was cleaning my bedroom came across some of WH stuff. His briefcase was there so I was going to put the stuff I found in the case and I came across something from OW it really upset me, if I every thought she wasn't a ****** now I have no doubt. Anyway I couldn't calm down so I stopped said a prayer and asked God to help me. I openned my bible, it openned to Proverbs 5.
Proverbs 5
Warning Against Adultery
1 My son, pay attention to my wisdom,
listen well to my words of insight,
2 that you may maintain discretion
and your lips may preserve knowledge.
3 For the lips of an adulteress drip honey,
and her speech is smoother than oil;
4 but in the end she is bitter as gall,
sharp as a double-edged sword.
5 Her feet go down to death;
her steps lead straight to the grave. [a]
6 She gives no thought to the way of life;
her paths are crooked, but she knows it not.
7 Now then, my sons, listen to me;
do not turn aside from what I say.
8 Keep to a path far from her,
do not go near the door of her house,
9 lest you give your best strength to others
and your years to one who is cruel,
10 lest strangers feast on your wealth
and your toil enrich another man's house.
11 At the end of your life you will groan,
when your flesh and body are spent.
12 You will say, "How I hated discipline!
How my heart spurned correction!
13 I would not obey my teachers
or listen to my instructors.
14 I have come to the brink of utter ruin
in the midst of the whole assembly."
15 Drink water from your own cistern,
running water from your own well.
16 Should your springs overflow in the streets,
your streams of water in the public squares?
17 Let them be yours alone,
never to be shared with strangers.
18 May your fountain be blessed,
and may you rejoice in the wife of your youth.
19 A loving doe, a graceful deer—
may her breasts satisfy you always,
may you ever be captivated by her love.
20 Why be captivated, my son, by an adulteress?
Why embrace the bosom of another man's wife?
21 For a man's ways are in full view of the LORD,
and he examines all his paths.
22 The evil deeds of a wicked man ensnare him;
the cords of his sin hold him fast.
23 He will die for lack of discipline,
led astray by his own great folly.
I told my Pastor and my Boss (who is a Pastors wife and a FWW)why would God what me to read this I know this already.
Both of them said the same thing I need to make a copy and send it to WH.
I need to know what you guys think I'm in plan b which means NC. But I have also been praying for the will of God.
So my question is:
I'm I preventing the will of God if I don't send a copy to WH?
Please help all comments are helpful i'm just so confused. <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/confused.gif" alt="" />
