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It's like you're a drug It's like you're a demon I can't face down It's like I'm stuck It's like I'm running from you all the time And I know I let you have all the power
It's like the only company I seek is misery all around It's like you're a leech Sucking the life from me It's like I can't breathe Without you inside of me And I know I let you have all the power And I realize I'm never gonna quit you over time
It's like I can't breathe It's like I can't see anything Nothing but you I'm addicted to you It's like I can't think Without you interrupting me In my thoughts In my dreams You've taken over me It's like I'm not me It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm lost It's like I'm giving up slowly It's like you're a ghost that's haunting me Leave me alone And I know these voices in my head Are mine alone And I know I'll never change my ways If I don't give you up now
It's like I can't breathe It's like I can't see anything Nothing but you I'm addicted to you It's like I can't think Without you interrupting me In my thoughts In my dreams You've taken over me It's like I'm not me It's like I'm not me
I'm hooked on you I need a fix I can't take it Just one more hit I promise I can deal with it I'll handle it, quit it Just one more time Then that's it Just a little bit more to get me through this I'm hooked on you I need a fix I can't take it Just one more hit I promise I can deal with it I'll handle it, quit it Just one more time Then that's it Just a little bit more to get me through this
It's like I can't breathe It's like I can't see anything Nothing but you I'm addicted to you It's like I can't think Without you interrupting me In my thoughts In my dreams You've taken over me It's like I'm not me It's like I'm not me
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Cool, but sounds like a very addicted relationship. Can't be a very healthy relationship! Were did you find it?
ME:46 DS:15 DS:12 In a relationship w/NPD for 17 yrs. ended:05/22/06: Thank you God! Mark Twain: "As I got older, my father got smarter"
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I unfortunately have to agree :-(
Becca
WW (me) 36
BH 37
Married 16 yrs
3 children, 12DD, 4DD, 7 mths DD (OC)
D-day 8/05
2nd D-day 10/05 *OC*
3rd D-day 6/08/06 DD *OC* born
~~ If I had known then what I know now ~~
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Becca, hope it didn't apply to you! My addiction are for my children, but feel that's ok! But can be very harmfull in a relationship. just my 2 cents....
ME:46 DS:15 DS:12 In a relationship w/NPD for 17 yrs. ended:05/22/06: Thank you God! Mark Twain: "As I got older, my father got smarter"
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to me it sounds like how a WS in an addictive affair might feel....(that's my H)
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Oh, I see, never had a A so I can't relate. I only feel sorry for people who cheat on SO. Your H had a A???
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ME:46 DS:15 DS:12 In a relationship w/NPD for 17 yrs. ended:05/22/06: Thank you God! Mark Twain: "As I got older, my father got smarter"
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eav1967: I checked out your other posts. I see that ex did and that he had a PA... Sorry to hear that and can empathize with you! it's very hard to deal with a cheater and OW sometimes. Hope all is going better for you now?
ME:46 DS:15 DS:12 In a relationship w/NPD for 17 yrs. ended:05/22/06: Thank you God! Mark Twain: "As I got older, my father got smarter"
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