I wrote this one a while back but I thought I should share it.

Here I am facing the storm alone
You say you still care for me, but that you have not shown
You could be here with me helping me fight,
But instead you chose to run and it’s just not right
You made a commitment to always stand by my side
But you have broken that commitment and something inside me has died
I trusted you with my heart, I trusted you with my life
But you looked me in the eyes and said you no longer want to be your wife
Those words cut me so hard and so deep
So many lies told and promises you didn’t keep
Now my soul is so lost, trying to find its way
The world around me has never been so dark and so grey
In my time of need, I always turned to you
But you’ve turned your shoulder to me, something I could never do
How can you deny me when you said you’d always be there
I’ve tried so hard to make you see it, but it seems you do not care
I don’t deserve to be hurt like this, this world is so unfair
All I can think to do now is say the following prayer

God please help my wife see the light
Help her to realize what she’s doing is not right
Do whatever you can to help her through
And help her see the key to happiness is you
Help her to keep the promises that she made
And help her open up her heart and not to be afraid
And God
Stay close to me and walk by my side
Help me to heal from all the pain I feel inside
And when this life has got me down and I want to put it to an end
Help me back on my feet and always be my friend

Someway, somehow, make this help our marriage.
Bring us closer together and guide us through this time of great difficulty.


ME=25 WW=26 married 5 years, together 7(first and only's) D-day 3/05? Divorced 2/06