<BR>I have been lurking (h favorite word) for quite awhile. As I read each post and understood the pain, confusion and love we have for our better half. My h asked<BR>for a divorce in Dec and told me<BR>our 13 years toether was basically a sham. Well, I found out a month later that he was having an emotional affair on the great net . My world fell apart and it felt like I was in my own personal hell. Anyway, H <BR>I believe is in withdrawal fm OW<BR>and IT HURTS sooo much not to be <BR>close to him like I want to. I <BR>am learning so much about what I <BR>DID wrong in not meeting his needs and most of all I have rediscovered my spiritual side.<BR>I do believe that God lets this happen to us to take a deep look within us and we either will become better human beings because of what we have gone through or still going through. It is a divine opportunity to rediscover God, us and those we love so dearly. Dont give up because God will always be with you no matter what. This is my first post and I believe God wanted me to post this. I share your pain and tears everyday when I read your posts. Will continue to lurk and gather wisdom fm you all.

HK2 - Lurk AND post all you want. We are all here for each other. I think you'll meet some amazing people here. <P>I am so very sorry for your pain and your troubles. <P>Lori

Heavenknows: Kindred spirits. I too believe as you in that this is an opportunity to reunite with God. I not only believe this, but know it.<P>Some say they never left God. Wrong. We left God, God never left us. Big difference.<P>Keep posting, we all enjoy each others company.