okay I feel better today the past few post do sound dispondent but I glad I posted them here and got some cold water in the face and not doing something I would regret... like calling WW and talking to her.

Now I still wonder if a Plan A 180 is more desirable in my situation rather than a Plan B. I have almost daily contact with her because of our 3 daughter's, I am not fueling her affair or her post marriage life, my lawyer is working very hard to protect my assest.... she has already done herself diservice in front of the judge hearing our case.

My daughter's are my focus and they are wearing me out but I am loving it.

I am going to ask my attorney to modify our custody so that we only have visitation on Wednesday night so the girls can have a more relaxed week.