Hello,

I have my story posted on both EN and the Early Years boards so I won’t type them up here. Please pray for me and my family. I have been married only 2 months (now technically 3) and I have given up. I feel sad, disappointed, and lost.

I pray all day and night and I just need help. I am at the point where I am ready to walk away because the stress and strain of my M is spilling over into my ability to be a great mom, employee, etc. I am sad and getting depressed because of my M.

Pray that I am forgiven for having sex before I was married, that I conceived from this sex, and that I married only to make my children legitimate. Pray that I find the strength to stick this M out. Pray that God softens my heart toward my H and that I am able to let him back into my heart. Pray that I have not put permanent damage on my M and that my children don’t develop this spirit of mistrust and disappointment in life and their relationships one day.

Pray that my H is accepting to his role as H and father. Pray that my children are blessed. Pray that our finances are blessed and provided in abundance so that we may continue to do God’s will. Lastly, please pray that no matter God's will for our lives and my M, we are all blessed from His will.

Thank you and I appreciate your time and prayers!

I will keep you in my prayers. May the Lord be your strength. I pray God would heal the past and make the future hopeful.