I'm reading a book called In Sheeps Clothing. I am really starting to understand that none of this has to do with me. My H is very much an abusive manipulator to the T!!!
My H seems to have no guilt or shame at what he did to me. My H knows how to play me to his advantage is what I have learned from this book. I feel like such an idiot.

My H went to IC for the first time. The IC asked my H to ask me if I'm happy in my M. My H asked me and I said, "I'm happy with my work, I'm happy with my sports league, I'm happy with kayaking, I'm happy with my friends, I'm happy with working out at the gym, I'm NOT happy in my M. My H is not happy that I'm so happy with my life when I'm not happy with my M. I have learned to be happy when I'm not happy in my M.

We are roommates at this point. I am staying busy...staying away!!! I am seperating our accounts also. My H doesn't want a D. I would think he would as no sex, no cleaning, no cooking and I'm not around. H asked about sex, I told him, "I don't care who you have sex with, who ever you like".

This is learned behavior...my being a B!!! A miserable M brings out the worst.

I'm not where I want to be, but thank God I'm not where I use to be!