Hey,
OK, I'm not married. Not really even close to the age. I'm a teen but I figured you guys could help. My girlfriend and I have been dating juuust about 1 year. I KNOW I want to stay with her, but "normal" teen stuff is getting in the way for me. We eventually started to do stuff we probably shouldn't have done. I won't have sex, but anything else I would have considered "fair game." After a while, I feel into some pretty heavy depression. I've been on meds and seeing a phsycologist ever since. But anyways, she's since changed her mind on how she feels about that stuff, and feels we should no longer be doing that stuff. Well for me...being a teen, and seeing what it's like. Have sortof got addicted...bad. It's gotten way out of hand. I can't seem to stop asking for things. I've became so addicted that I have developed a very strong feeling for that stuff, and so it's been incredibly hard to stop. Well recently, I decided we should take a break from each other for a while because I couldn't stop. It's just hard, because I've seen "the other side" and what it's like, and quite frankly...I like it. So it's really hard to stop. Well even now, on our break, I can't stop thinking about that kind of stuff with her. She has a great upper body, and I can't seem to stop thinking about it. BUT I WANT TO BAD!! I need some help getting over this addiction. I would give ANYTHING...if we could magically be happy together. I would give up my car, computer...ANYTHING. I want to be with her SOOO bad but it's just really hard to hang in there right now. I need LOTS of advice. Help me out. Thanks.