Hi Everyone, things are not getting any better between me and my husband. I have made my final decision. I am going to divorce him as soon as possible! I am suppose to meet with a lawyer the 3rd Tuesday in November. He is going to help me fill out the forms for absolute divorce. I am having mixed emotions about this. Although I want to go ahead and divorce my husband; you must realize that this is the man that I chose to live the rest of my life with at one time I truly loved him. It is hard to make this decision but I am also tired of being disrespected, physically and mentally abused. When I mentioned divorce to my husband a couple of months ago, he threatened me and said that he is not giving me a divorce. The only reason why he is not physically abusing me now is because I just let him do what he wants to do. I don't see how I can continue being married to him. One of his ex girlfriends from years back called my telephone number looking for him. He gave her my number to contact him and he don't even live here with me. This is disrespecting me and the marriage. I have totally given up. My husband go from one woman to another. I am shocked that I have not caught any diseases from him. I have decided to let him go and eventually meet a man who is ready to love me and be loved. I will keep you posted. I don't know for sure but I may end up being placed in Protective Custody just in case he decide to try to carry out his threat. I ask that you all pray for me as I seek divorce from my husband. I Love You All and thanks for your support!

Be careful, Tania. And may God be with you during this process. We're all rooting for you.