TEN THINGS I HATE ABOUT YOU

I HATE HOW YOU CAME INTO MY HOME & LIED, PRETENDING TO BE MY FRIEND
I HATE HOW YOU LIED TO MY HUSBAND & MAKING HIM THINK YOU WERE HIS FRIEND, HIS BEST FRIEND,
EVEN IN LOVE WITH HIM, JUST TO GET WHAT YOU WANTED
I HATE HOW YOU POISENED HIM AGAINST ME & HE DOESN’T EVEN KNOW YOU DID IT
I HATE HOW YOU HURT MY CHILDREN
I HATE HOW YOU HURT ME
I HATE HOW YOU TOOK ADVANTAGE OF MY FORGIVENESS
I HATE HOW YOU DON’T EVEN CARE ABOUT ALL THE PEOPLE YOU HURT
I HATE HOW YOU’RE SO CRUEL & CALCULATED, PLANNED & CUNNING
BUT YOU HIDE IT SO WELL
I HATE HOW YOU ACT SO INNOCENT & SWEET
MOST OF ALL, I HATE HOW YOU NEARLY DESTROYED MY FAMILY & MAY YET DESTROY MY FAMILY
BECAUSE I CAN NEVER BE SURE THAT SOME SMALL PART OF HIM DOESN’T HOLD ONTO YOU STILL;
THAT PERFECT, FANTASY YOU, THAT YOU CREATED FOR HIM, THROUGH YOUR VENOMOUS LIES,
THAT HE TRULY BELIEVED & MAY YET BELIEVE & HOLD ONTO FOR THE REST OF HIS LIFE.

I WILL NEVER REALLY KNOW.

AND YOU WILL NEVER REALLY KNOW HOW VERY MUCH - I HATE YOU.


Married - 20 yrs
5 children
DDay - 10/11/2007
FWS Ended EA - 10/12/2007
Me - committed to marriage recovery - 11-27-2007
FWS - committed to marriage recovery - 01-18-2009
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The Hearts of Men Are So Easily Corrupted ~~
(Lord of the Rings)