a child within

today I was told I was a grownup
I dont feel like a grownup
I feel like a child who wants her mom

A mom who would just listen
A mom who would hold me until I was done crying.
A mom who would know just how to fix it

My child inside is showing on the outside.
I am inside out
I dont know how to turn it back
or even if I should?
Child inside out maybe out to stay.