Just checking in to wish everyone the very best of holidays.

My FWH and I are still doing great. Just chugging along...connecting every evening, spending time together, talking, playing, laughing...it's going well.

It's been almost ten months since d-day and I feel like the wounds are just starting to heal. I still have moments where I will flinch with pain from a trigger...a name, a scene in a movie, a location...but they are much fewer and farther between. And H is there to hold me and talk me through it.

I feel at this point that while I will never tell the OW she is forgiven, I may have started the process of forgiveness within myself. It feels nice not to have energy wasted on her. I haven't been here in awhile either, just because it keeps me focused on a lot of the challenges that I have faced and it's harder for me to move forward. Someday, I hope to be able to talk more with others here and help people in their challenges.

To all MB, past, present, and future...my blessings to you for peace and happiness in the new year.

MogiSola