Hi, I'm not sure how recent your situation is, but it usually take a bit of time until the trust is back.<BR>SOmetimes it even comes beack before we realize it
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<P>It took me about 4 months since the affair ended to wake up one day, and realize that I did trust my H again. Everything else was fine for a while, but deep down I was always reserving a bit of space for doubts.<BR>I had made the decision that if I wanted my marriage to work, it was important to trust him again, or else what why rebuild? How can a relationship work without trust? But understanding this and really do it was a bit difficult
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<BR>Everything wa fine most of the time, but anytime something strange or out of the routine happened, I would start wondering... does it have anything to do with her????<BR>Until even that bit me back. One day I thought I had found proof that he had contacted her trough his cell phone. Got mad, confronted him just to find out that it was actually a mistake, and I had done it myself by pressing buttons without looking at what I was doing. I had actually pressed the memory button that still had her number myself, and ended the call before it was answered because although i was paying attention to something else. the number didn't look like the one I wanted to dial.<P>Sometimes, we make unpleasant things last longer ourselves without realizing it. One of the things that I see the most, and that I also did at the begining, was to link every single problem that happened to us after what happened to the affair. The thing is that I was keeping it alive way after it was dead to him. Not everything had to do with the affair, I just had one track mind at that time
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<P>SO yes trust can come back, but don't be surprised it it is another "kind" of trust. One that I find much better than the "inocent" trust we had before. This one knows things can and will go wrong, so teaches us that we need to pay attention to our marriage and keep communication open.<P>Hope this helps.<BR>Take care<BR>Kat<P><P>------------------<BR>Each and everyone of us is deserving of a kind word, a gentle thought, and the gift of understanding.