Andy Thanks for responding smile

Mondays always seem to be hard on me. She goes back to her office and its a trigger. I have so many triggers now that its crazy, even ones that had once went away are back. I begin to think things like "wonder when the next time will be?""wonder if theres a throw away cell to contact OM" Its crap!
I am not sure after 3 of these situations in the last 5 years that the base trust can even be restored. It saddens me to have to be a watcher and so suspecting of EVERYTHING.I am so tired of it!
If she was more into solutions and less complacent I would feel better. But the only plan being worked is My plan by ME. Sigh.


Divorced 11/5/2013
FXWW EA 2005/2008/2010