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Hi all,
Been a over a year now since the last fiasco of a relaionship ended. I took the advice that many here gave me. I have not been in a relationship at all, just working on me.
I feel better than I have in a long time, I am ok with being alone now. My other issues (PTSD) are getting better. I'm not done working on me but I can see the light at the end of the tunnel...for once its not a train.
Just wanted to thank everyone for your help!
Jason
Finally Healing working towards the day when I can be a good partner, and choose someone good for me.
Most Current relationship ended with her cheating and kicking me out on the streets.
2 PA 1999 w/ IA.
1 EA 2002.
IA & PA 2003/2004. (while I was deployed and brought the bast*** around my boy)
Thinking is easy, action is difficult; to act in accordance with one's thoughts is the most difficult thing in the world.
- Johann Wolfgang von Goethe
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Hi Jason,
Keep working on the PTSD and on yourself. You will be a much happier man when you are done.
Just out of curiosity do you get to see your son at all? I hope my memory is right, been a long time and I am getting older.
God Bless,
JL
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JL,
She won't let me see her kids, but I get to see my boy every weekend!
It has been a long time huh...10 plus years since I first posted here. Good to hear from you
Jason
Finally Healing working towards the day when I can be a good partner, and choose someone good for me.
Most Current relationship ended with her cheating and kicking me out on the streets.
2 PA 1999 w/ IA.
1 EA 2002.
IA & PA 2003/2004. (while I was deployed and brought the bast*** around my boy)
Thinking is easy, action is difficult; to act in accordance with one's thoughts is the most difficult thing in the world.
- Johann Wolfgang von Goethe
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My money situation is getting better so i'll be able to afford to drive and try and see the other kiddo's...we'll see
Jason
Finally Healing working towards the day when I can be a good partner, and choose someone good for me.
Most Current relationship ended with her cheating and kicking me out on the streets.
2 PA 1999 w/ IA.
1 EA 2002.
IA & PA 2003/2004. (while I was deployed and brought the bast*** around my boy)
Thinking is easy, action is difficult; to act in accordance with one's thoughts is the most difficult thing in the world.
- Johann Wolfgang von Goethe
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The PTSD is gonna be a lifetime thing, I've been going to the VA 2 days a week. Things are better, I'm un-medicated now and not a complete basket case. I decided to take a medication vacation for a while to see how my body reacts.
IT was getting to the point where I felt nothing...no anger, no joy, i just got sick of that. For the most part the "experiment" is working well.
At some point I think I'll need to take something, but not like I was. I like having passion for things again.
anyway... ttyl
Jason
Finally Healing working towards the day when I can be a good partner, and choose someone good for me.
Most Current relationship ended with her cheating and kicking me out on the streets.
2 PA 1999 w/ IA.
1 EA 2002.
IA & PA 2003/2004. (while I was deployed and brought the bast*** around my boy)
Thinking is easy, action is difficult; to act in accordance with one's thoughts is the most difficult thing in the world.
- Johann Wolfgang von Goethe
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Jason,
You and I have been talking for a long time. SEveral deployments, two women, kids, PTSD, the works. Amazing what happens in 12 years isn't it?
It is wonderful to hear that you are getting a handle on the PTSD. It is difficult to beat, but perhaps as time goes on and you gain confidence in yourself, get your finances back on track, and learn how to better handle things (which you seem to be doing), you will finally have a life that will bring you great joy.
Young man, you have a lot of life ahead of you, do your best to enjoy it.
God Bless,
JL
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