I find myself doubting myself again. Am I doing the right thing by divorcing him? Will he/ can he ever change? He is begging me not to divorce him. Don't I have to let him try after 9 years and 3 kids? He is just now leaving me alone - not texting all the time, showing up, etc. He seems truly remorseful. I just dont think he can ever be the the MAN I deserve. I am worried that I am only doubting my decision to proceed with the divorce because I am scared of being alone.