Married 10 years, 2 children, 1 in the way. He made me feel like I am privileged to be with him in our marriage or as if any minute he might cheat. Has always told me that the only reason another man would want is for one thing. He's checked out most of the time. However , I am the one who cheated for a short period after 9 years.

Much of the time I feel alone. There is no intimacy we only speak on the surface sp nothing is every resolved in 10 while years. It's like we are still working on year one of our marriage. No heart to heart conversations.


Affair has been completely over for almost a year now. No contact and no desire for it. I am not sure what to do. Whenever I gave mentioned a split through the years he says he's all for it. This was before the affair. Please pray for us. I don't like us this way.