I feel like my emotions and thoughts change day to day but one thing I am steadfast on is my resolve to make our marriage work. I don't know that I am ready for plan B(refer to my last post) yet but I am not sure where to go from here. Do I continue to feel so bad until he can come to a form of closure that feels right for him. He tells me to focus on us and making what we have right now the best it can be but is that telling him that he can have the best of both worlds. I have told him that a future with me cannot include her in any way and he understands that but how long do I wait. It seems like forever already.<P>------------------<BR>NICOLE<BR>