My post is gone! Something has happened to it. I'm getting email saying that people have responded to it and responded to one called 11:11 am. Is that my post, did the system hiccup and goof me up? No one's reply is there! Except one.<P>I wanted to respond to everyone, but now I can not remember what everyone said.<P>I got the jist though. I'm going to try and let her go. Plan B as long and as best I can. Till she gives or I give out, whichever is first. <P>I sit here and say that I want God's will to be done and I do, I just wished it went along with my will as well To all those who have lifted me up in prayers and that are truly concerned, do not fear that I will harm myself physically, my beliefs in God prevent that. (although that and my boys I believe is all that stops me)<P>I will try and stop the downward spiral that I see my inner self in. I think it will continue with or without her right now and I wish my post hadn't got trashed, I wanted to print it out so that I could reread your posts because they were all helpful and encouraging. What I needed!<P>Still on my knees asking for prayers.<P>------------------<BR>1Co:2:4: And my speech and my preaching was not with enticing words of man's wisdom, but in demonstration of the Spirit and of power:<BR>1Co:2:5: That your faith should not stand in the wisdom of men, but in the power of God.

Hi Paul,<P>Yes, I think the system goofed up, but you do have a post that is entitled 11:11. I thought that was an odd name for a post here.<P>Chris has mentioned disappearing posts also.<P>Think the list had a major burp at that time.<P><P>------------------<BR>RobinAnn<P>*********<P>Blessed are the flexible, for they shall not be bent out of shape!

I noticed it too. I put a message in the technical problems forum.

Paul, I think your post got so full of well-wishers that it tipped over and sank! <P>Be patient with yourself..and don't let your feelings overwhelm her...I like what Suse said to me about betrayers being temporarily mentally deficient...they aren't able to properly process emotional matters..it made sense to me with regard to my h.<P>Liz Pearl<P>------------------<BR><BR>"I have found the Pearl of Great Price"<BR>

POGP: Tip over? Sank? Thanks alot! LOL <P>I guess I can feel good about the full part though. It's good to feel cared for.

I'm praying for you today. Here's a couple of verses that I've been saying to myself over and over today:<P>"Trust the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your<BR>paths straight." - Proverbs 3: 5-6<BR>"Ask, and it will be given you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you. For every one who asks receives, and he who seeks finds, and to him who knocks it will be opened." - Matthew 7:7-8<P>I'm sure you already know these, but sometimes it helps to read them again and again. Don't lose your faith!

I was replying to your post when that happened! I thought it went thru okay but then I saw the 11:11 post with my name on it, but all there is is your post and not mine. Don't knnow whay happened ?

Paul,<P>We are all here for you <P>How goes today??<P>Roll Me Away

Today goes rough my friend, work is drawing to a close. And then a four hour wait till she gets off, then we will have what I believe our "goodbye" talk and walk away from each other. <P>It's on to a very very hard Plan B for me and OM for her. My heart is breaking as we speak.

Paul, another scripture to cling to (I do!)<P>Isaiah 43:1-3<P>I have summoned you by name, you are mine. <P>When you pass through the waters, I will be with you,<P>and when you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you.<P>When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned.....<P>for I AM THE LORD YOUR GOD.<P>Rest in this,<P>He loves you, <P>people here care how you are doing...<P>hang on.<P>LizPearl<p>[This message has been edited by POGP (edited November 09, 1999).]

here's the words to a song i like from church<BR>"it's all about you Jesus, And all the things you do, In Your Glory and Your Name, It's not about me, As if You should do things my way, For you alone are God, And I surrender to Your Name.<BR>May God grant you strength, for things are not always as they seem.<BR>You are stronger than you think