Cybil, thank you for your prayers, Hon. Very sweet. <P>Hey Dumplin, <P>Damn that Internet addiction. Before my H left, he too was into the Porn crap on the Web. Real hard core stuff. I was blown away at what people take pictures of, yanno???<P>Jo <p>[This message has been edited by Resilient (edited September 07, 2001).]

dumplin things are okay. Moving at a slow pace. I don't know if I've had a revelation or what this week but I really don't care anymore. I haven't called him. He usually calls me after work and we chat for a while. His job is his priority. Maybe if he could give our M 10% of what he gives to his job things would be better. I think I'm moving to the next level. Our anniversary is Sunday. I said I would have no expectatons, but of course I do. I did buy him something haven't found the erfect card yet. Now I'm debating whether to give it to him or not. <BR>cybil

H doesn't visit porn much. He used to, but for some reason quit. ??<P>H made the comment last night that I'm on the net more than he is now. I restrained myself from laughing. I guess it's beginning to bother him that I've come to where I can actually touch the computer without the intent of throwing it out the door. I don't know if he doesn't like me in MB forum or if he's jealous or feels guilty or what. He hasn't said anything about not liking it. I think it's worrying him a little because I'm controlling myself when he purposely makes comments that used to start a fight. I don't really know and since I agreed not to bring us up and he hasn't said anything, I'm going to continue what I'm doing.<P>He's playing tonight so I can sit in here all I want. <P>------------------<BR>Dumplin <P>E-mail ajowens@dfa.state.ar.us

I'm having a nice relaxing Friday night. Just finished a killer workout which alleviates all that pent up stress from the week and now I'm sitting here listening to the Bible Answer Man and watching Fox News. TGIF!!! Hope everyone else is having a great evening.

H2Y hope everything is okay with your wife. I'll remember her in my prayers. Are you okay?<BR>cybil

Thanks Jo

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Guess I'll go to bed too I'm kinda tired. Good night all have a great weekend! <BR>cybil

Cybil, I'm fine .. the news I got today was pretty good.. her telling me over the last few days that she has had it with the OM, has never blessed her lips before.. <P>Of course I've been worried about her health for sometime.. <P>and NOW.. I'm worried about O.<P>Jo.. I hope it wasn't Mr O also..<P>By the way Faith told me to say hello to everyone..

ack!!!! everyone's going to bed??

Cybil,<P>I did the same thing for our anniversary. Got him something saying to myslef that I wasn't expecting anything. Didn't get crap and got very depressed. Not to make you feel any worse, but don't expect anything-that way if you do get something you'll be surprised and happy. I haven't gotten a gift from him in a year (since the A started). No Valentine's - of course I got him something and she got him something and he got her something - I got squat. At the time, it pissed me off more than anything else.<P>Okay, enough memories before I start thinking about everything again. I'm enjoying getting along with him and being able to laugh again. H actually called me twice on my cell today-I was in a meeting and had the ringer turned off on phone. When I called him back, he said he was worried because usually he can get ahold of me. Instead of apologizing like I used to do, I just stated that I was in a meeting and had the phone off. H told me to remind him when I got home that he had a wrote a new song and he wanted me to read the lyrics to tell him what I thought. He hasn't done that in a long time. In the last year, he has fully completed the song before I was asked for my opinion and it bothered him for me to read it before it was finished. Shocked, thrilled, excited is the best way to describe it. Before reading the words, fearful also-lol!<P>------------------<BR>Dumplin <P>E-mail ajowens@dfa.state.ar.us

H2Y,<P>I'm still here. Can't go to sleep until kids unwind-by the looks of it-never!!<P>------------------<BR>Dumplin <P>E-mail ajowens@dfa.state.ar.us

LOL Dumplin..<P>Know what you mean.. C.. my 8yo told me, "I'm staying up till Saturday Dad.."<P>I told him.. OH NO your not

Well, I figured mine were getting tired. They were starting to get wild and were getting louder and louder so I told them to go to bed. I'm so mean, just when they were starting to have fun. KIDS!!<P>------------------<BR>Dumplin <P>E-mail ajowens@dfa.state.ar.us

Orchid is here now.. she replied to Louser's post..<P>Orchid join us please

Ouch..... my ears were burning. Sorry... did not mean to scare everyone. Sprint went down and poof!!!! I lost Icq. <P>No Mr. O tonight, he is working. Doing a limo run and won't be home until wee morning hours. <P>Nope, I am too old and cranky to scare away. ha ha ha!!!!<P>I am doing better. I have been waiting to post to the last lashing I got (with love of course). I want to show progress not regression. I have been waiting. But if you all want gossip, OW claims not to be prego anymore. Hmmph.... go figure on off preg. NOw she claims that she miscarried due to 'stress'. I thought it was due to 'old eggs' even if she remotely might be prego........ oh... being mean again..... H2Y, Jo, faith.... come on help me be nice again.. you know how vicious I can be..... all 4'10" of me. LOL!!!!!<P>After I lost ICQ, I went out and BBQ'd some chicken. Son& I just sat down to dinner. H is watching some pokemon special, so I came in here. Finally sprint came back up and here I am. <P>So what is going on?<P>L.<BR>

Faith is out of her state.. she may be online later..if she can get her pc to connect from the hotel she is at for a conference. She told me to tell you hi..Orchid..<P>and talk about burning ears.. mine are still beet red from you and F's ICQ chat last night

So O,<P>Did I encounter Mr O today when I was trying to find ya? Or was that you early early this afternoon.

Hey H2Y,<P>You were quiet. That's not fair..... LOL I didn't know you were there. That's ok, all that was said was true. Been real worried about you and your family.<P>Jo, are you there?<P><BR>L.

Thinking about painting my toenails......<P>------------------<BR>Dumplin <P>E-mail ajowens@dfa.state.ar.us