Thanks for the thought. We had another of our long emotional talks last night and he is still leaving. He actually left last night but by that time the place he was going to was closed. So, he called me and asked if he could sleep here. I told him that I was'nt going to make him sleep in his car so he came back. He is off right now getting checked into wherever it is he's staying.<p>He wants to hang out here today with our son, he was going to take him out but S is sick, so...<p>The drama goes on. I tried to explain to him that this was not good for us and not good for our S. He is simply determined to go. I partly think it is just plain stubborness at this point. "I have no other choice". Blah. Of course he has another choice, he can choose to stay with his family and work on this M. See, now I'm getting angry again. I told him we needed to take a break from talking about all of this cr*p and just try to relax and sleep more, no late nights talking and getting nowhere etc, but he does not think we can do that.<p>The only bright spot in any of this is that he has promised me that he would call one of the councelors who's names I had given him. (bad sentence) So hope does spring eternal. At least for today. <p>I know it was probably an LB but I did tell him that if I get so much as a sniff that the two of them are starting up again that I would immediatly tell her H. At this point I have agreed not to do that. Partly for her personal safety, I already knew, before any of this, that he has hit her in the past. Partly because I know how big of an LB that would be, POJA right. <p>I do think I am going to have to confront her and let her know in no uncertain terms that I will tell her H if she ever comes near mine again.<p>Anyway, just trying to hang in there today. It's the worst at night. Right now I have a sick little boy to take care of.<p>Thanks for the support. It really does help.<p>needing
