Hi all,<p>Well, today is a bad one for me and I'm not even sure why. Maybe because WW is working late yet again - geeze, why not just blindly trust her? [img]images/icons/mad.gif" border="0[/img] <p>So, I'm beginning to feel a bitterness that's not shaking itself very easily. It's starting to crowd out my good feelings for her. I don't want to be hasty, make assumptions or decisions based on a fleeting emotion, but God, I can't do this for much longer.<p>It's been 3 months since d-day. We've had little affection, no SF - I have to at least suspect that something more is going on than the pure EA she claims. She's not the type of person to go without met needs, if you know what I mean.<p>After what I thought was a weekend of progress, I just have to wonder. For all her words, "starting to come back to reality", etc. - I have to look at actions rather than words, and her actions are questionable. Still wants to hang on to both of us.<p>I've been venting by e-mail to our counselor today. This is just getting to be too much - I will add a reply to the thread about being sure about Plan B because it really hits home today.<p>Thanks for listening!

Hi JR --
I have no great words of wisdom, but just wanted to say that you are not alone. It seems like we have 2 steps forward then about 4 or 5 backwards. It gets so frustrating, but for the first time, I feel myself becoming hardened. I don't want to not care, but I can only take so much!
Oh well, just wanted to say that you are not alone!