Hi J,
It's morning here, and a very beautiful morning. I can see some faint clouds on the horizon, but it will be a clear, sunny day. The air is crisp, clean, and I feel happy and optimistic.
I did have a good weekend. Busy, but got much done that I needed to do. (I don't think I have ever gotten done ALL that I wanted to do.)

wow and you tell me off for not sleeping!!
Well, someone has to. Your mother won't do it nowadays, so I feel I must.
My being up late is a long story, remind me to tell you about it sometime. And I'll try and do better this week. Thank you for your care and concern. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Wink]" src="images/icons/wink.gif" /> <img border="0" title="" alt="[Wink]" src="images/icons/wink.gif" />

Yes the boys did eventually get some sleep- but not as much as a normal night D is off with his dad today for a BMX show, so i have taken the other 2 shopping for new pc game and shoes- had to insist that A got his school shoes before he got the game as he hates school shoes!!
After all, why buy new shoes when the money could be spend on fun! He must be related to T. Or he sounds kind of like me.

Now I'm snatching 5 minutes before they take over the pc for the afternoon to install and play their game. It was instead of a chocolate egg so better for their teeth.
I think you are a good mum. I could make you blush, but I'll leave it at that today.

Yes i'm doing fine most days now and life is very peaceful. still only have dribs and drabs of work- but so far it hasn't become an issue financially.
I have faith that you will be all right. There are still those who look after you. Do you realize that yet? They will be there all your life when you need help.

Now schools go back I should hopefully get enough teaching to provide for us for next few months.
When are they out in the summer, and for how long?

I really don't have any words of wisdom for you today, but God loves you, just so you know.
Sorry for being away, I trust you are well today.

SS

<small>[ April 30, 2003, 10:44 AM: Message edited by: still seeking ]</small>

Hi SS

After all, why buy new shoes when the money could be spend on fun! He must be related to T. Or he sounds kind of like me.

Just would rather wear trainers/football shoes rather than proper school shoes!!

No work as yet but I am well aware that god is looking after me- have asked to give a testimony before the offereing in church on Sunday as to Gods provision for me and my children.

I probably will not post here much more. I know the support I needed as been given and has helped a great deal but times move on and now i am finding my way with Gods help. There is little happening in my life that needs journalling or help with so i shall say goodbye and wish you and your family and any other readers well.

Jante

Well, I am sad in a way, but I am happy for your healing and that you are standing on your own.

I probably will not post here much more. I know the support I needed as been given and has helped a great deal but times move on and now i am finding my way with Gods help. There is little happening in my life that needs journalling or help with so i shall say goodbye and wish you and your family and any other readers well.

I hope to be informed of any big events in your life, and I am not speaking about D being final.

Jante, you have taught me a great many things, but I want to thank you especially for teaching me about grace under preasure. I don't believe I could do nearly as well as you have done.

I never was very good at endings.

SS